General fic searches: Loki (TW: mention of suicide)

[pt-tucker.livejournal.com]

Feel like reading some Loki fics & am looking for two types if anyone knows of any:

1) Any fics that deal with the fact Loki pretty much tried to kill himself when he let go, or any that deal with him being suicidal in general. Or any in which he just doesn't value his own life. Or even fics along a similar vein that don't specifically deal with that, but sort of have the same feel.

2) Fics in which he works with/helps the good guys (especially Bucky, Sif or Thor) while still technically a villian and of his own free will. (Meaning, not a slave to the Avengers or something like that.) For example, Road to Nowhere by Lise or Revelations by astolat or even What Grows Beneath the Nettle by Lizardbeth.

Thanks in advance! :)

Comments

[catalenamara.livejournal.com]

Here’s a couple I thought of for your first request:

Uncertainty by Azeran
Summary: "Do you ever stop and think about the fact that Loki tried to off himself?"
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3513677

Freefall by galaxysoup – canon divergence
Summary: Loki falls. Thor catches him. This does not solve as many problems as Thor thought it would.
http://archiveofourown.org/works/346736

For a longer story, chapter 17 of this story deals with this issue:
https://www.fanfiction.net/s/7876901/1/Truthfully

Also, chapter 29 of Lise’s “Remember This Cold”, “but I am hellbound”
Summary: It wasn't a secret, exactly, but Loki hasn't discussed what exactly happened on the Bifrost with anyone. Neither, for that matter, has Thor
http://archiveofourown.org/works/4826933

[pt-tucker.livejournal.com]

Oooo, awesome! So many links! I'll have to take a look at all of them. Thanks! <3

[catalenamara.livejournal.com]

For the second, I know I've read several with this theme. Here's the first that comes to mind:

Fear and Loathing in Asgard by Speranza (last part of story)
http://archiveofourown.org/works/484500

[catalenamara.livejournal.com]

I thought of one more for your 2nd req - post-apocalypse AU. If I think of any more I'll post them tomorrow.

Ash to Ashes, Dust to Dust by ElegantFeatherDuster
Summary: A post-nuclear apocalypse story about meeting fallen gods in abandoned shopping malls, desert road trips and finding the future in unexpected places.

http://archiveofourown.org/works/2475992