Looking for a Clint/Coulson Fic

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Hello,
Im a lurker that loves Cllint/Coulson. Im trying to find a c/c ship fic that read in the last month.It's a Coulson didn't die fic.  I remember bits and pieces but not the title or the author. In a scene where the Avengers find out that Coulson is alive he gives them a file and Clint is the only one who doesn't read it.  In one scene Clint refuses to do a final check on passengers so he doesn't have to see Phil. In another scene(s) he keeps filling his reports with someone else (Sitwell??) and finally Coulson sends a memo that Clint has to debrief with him. Coulson gives him the file that explains where he has been (I think amnesia??) and Clint is finally reads it.
Thank you in Advance!!
Athene