Tony ignores order, Steve has a flashback

[max magnality]

Hey guys!
I've literally googled, bing'd, searched every archive I know and rummaged through pages of my favorite fanfiction to find this and I'm out of luck. The only thing I can think at this stage is that this story has been deleted, which would be an utter tragedy.
It's soooo well written and the imagery is downright vivid~ I can remember whole lines of description by heart.

Basically, the Avengers get a call, and while everyone's out kicking ass Steve gets separated from the group and calls for assistance from Iron Man who tells Steve he's frying bigger fish at the moment/ stop telling me what to do/ I'm Iron Man and I do what I want. Or some variation of that.
Long story short, our dear Capsicle falls off of the docks and has a full-scale flashback, by the time he makes it out, he's soaked to the bone and freezing. Tony initially tells him to suck it up and Steve inarticulately forces out something like, "Where were you? I needed you. I needed you and you weren't there...." And it's literally fucking heartbreaking.

Tony is still being Tony and he leaves Cap to his would-be lecture, except suddenly Steve's on his knees hacking up a lung and he can't breathe.
Naturally, Tony goes from angry to concerned and is by Steve's side in one fell swoop, trying to convince him to stay awake and talk to him, but Steve is becoming less and less coherent as time passes~ eventually they make it to medical and the Avengers are all clustered around while he's hooked up to a ventilator day-dreaming/ in limbo/ dying and hears Tony's broken voice claiming that it's all his fault.

Opens his baby blues to reassure Tony that everything's alright and badda-bing-badda-boom. The end!

There is one story that I know of that is similar to this one where Steve contracts a virus from a dip in a water tank, but that's not the one I'm looking for~ Thanks to everyone in advance!!

~Max

Fic search- Tony is already ruler of Earth in his own way

[tinabinna666.livejournal.com]

HEya I'm looking for a fic, I think it was only a small story maybe a kinkmeme fill. It had Loki realizing that Tony already rules Earth in his own way, such as how people kneel/sit on ground when he asks/suggests it. He realizes all he needed/needs to do is team up with Tony. I can't remember much more, and I may be mixing fics together so sorry about that.

I appreciate any and all help!

The team recognizes Hawkeye working with cops on TV.

[ladyhatshepsut.livejournal.com]

I probably have this story on my laptop but it hard to find when all you remember is one scene of a much longer story.  So just the title or author would work for me.  Clint has been called away to assist the cops with a sniper downtown.  The team is watching the news break, seeing one uniformed SWAT team member break off from the others.  Natasha tells the others that it's definitly her partner alone on the roof waiting for a chance to fire.  Thanks, guys.

Looking for a specific fic

[barelyace.livejournal.com]

I don't remember much  and im unsure how correct the info is tbh but here i go
It was Darcy lewis central
I think she was some kind of spy/ badass but no one knew
She lived in a fairly run down part of NYC and her apartment building (I think she owned it) had a bunch of booby-traps and monitors
She was working for Jane
She got either a call or visited by and old friend from the organisation
She had to ask for time off from Jane
She wore a wig/disguise theough the airport
She saved a bunch of people
Afterward everyone from the organisation(a lot of people) met back at an old warehouse, there was a girl that she had saved/found and I think she got offered a job because she needed one

If anyone has read this or remembers it at all please tell me that I didn't imagine it, I've been looking forever
This is my first post, if I got anything wrong please tell me
Thank you all