Two specific fic searches: raft and roommates

[starkanium.livejournal.com]

Hi, I'm looking for two specific fics.

First: Tony is held on the Raft and Ross gives him a collar that can produce any type of feeling (pleasure, pain, etc.) and tortures Tony with it. I remember that he can't leave the cell or he'll get shocked pretty bad, so when Steve (and the team?) come to rescue him, he kinda freaks out because he knows it'll hurt if he leaves the cell. I think they also might make Tony hallucinate to give up information.

Second: Tony and Bucky end up being roommates at school (college, high school? idk) but Bucky really hates Tony and treats him like crap. I think maybe they were friendly before, but Bucky blames Tony for his dad dying or something, despite it being Howard's fault and not Tony's. I think Howard also treats Tony pretty poorly. I could be mixing this up with other fics, but I think Bucky might lock Tony out of their room one night and Tony has to go sleep on a bench on campus. And I think Bucky might find Tony having a panic attack one time and it makes him realize Tony has his own struggles too. 

Anyway, I've been looking for both these fics for a long time and I'd be thrilled if anyone could find them for me. I know they were both posted on AO3 if that helps at all. Thanks in advance!

Comments

[(Anonymous)]

I think the first one might be "Dying a hero" by IdontfeelrealwhenImalone, it's the only story that comes to mind.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/18874708/chapters/44800540

[(Anonymous)]

I can't edit the first comment but I wanted to note that it might not be the story since it's not a collar, Ross has these microchips implanted into Tony's arms and causes pain. I'm not sure if there is another story but this is the only story I read with Tony on the Raft and Ross causing him pain like this. If isn't not, I hope you find it

[starkanium.livejournal.com]

Thanks for commenting! It isn’t what I was looking for, but it does sound good and I’m going to check it out anyway. I greatly appreciate it!

[(Anonymous)]

I have another fic, it still doesn't have the collar but when I read it, it sounds closer to your description. It's not a big part but mentions hallucinations and the device can make Tony feel anything Ross wants him to feel

Don't speak (I'll try to save us from ourselves) by paperclipsentimental
https://archiveofourown.org/works/13409184?view_full_work=true

[starkanium.livejournal.com]

That’s the one!! Thank you so much; I’ve been looking for this for so long. I totally mistook the disc for a collar, but you figured it out :) Appreciate you