Loki-centric requests

[lunamaragetio.livejournal.com]

Hello, I have a few Loki-centric requests:

1. In Thor 1 Loki is banished instead of/with Thor

2. At the end of Thor 1 Loki falls to earth

3. Anytime pre-Thor 1 loki is depressed/self-harms/attempts suicide

4. Any stories where Loki is pregnant during Avengers 1

Please no reader insert stories.

Comments

[syntia-13.livejournal.com]

For No 2, I offer you:
"Life In Reverse" by Lise (https://archiveofourown.org/works/476291/chapters/826240): Home is where you make it. Or, the AU where Loki falls to Earth after Thor, wanders around trying to work out what to do with himself, and somehow ends up working for SHIELD. (Mostly because supervillains are so plebian.)
and
"Darkness, Flooded in Light" by galaxysoup (https://archiveofourown.org/works/424771/chapters/712253): Loki falls. Injured and unable to access his magic, he must struggle to restore himself physically and mentally before the Bifrost is repaired and Asgard comes to find him. That would be difficult enough, but one of Asgard’s deepest secrets has followed him...

Similar starting point, radically different stories. I love them both equally.

[catalenamara.livejournal.com]

For # 1, "Shatter" by Aria
https://archiveofourown.org/works/213786
For # 2, "Truthfully" by SalazarFalcon
https://www.fanfiction.net/s/7876901/1/Truthfully
For # 4, I don't remember much about this story but I ran across it in my notes and it sounds like it fills your request:
A Cruel Twist Of Fate by Syifrae
https://archiveofourown.org/works/2480021

[sanfuturo.livejournal.com]

1) Banished
"Loki banished" by burning_nova
https://archiveofourown.org/works/629981

Prompt:
"Odin deduce[s] that Thor's action after his ruined coronation were provoked by Loki and -completely missing the point of Loki's scheme which was that Thor is in no way ready to rule Asgard- banish[es] Loki instead..."


2) Fallen
"The gift of Loki" by Rurouni_kaze
https://archiveofourown.org/works/15584001
Last Updated 2018-12-29

Summary:
Everything was lost for Loki, he was going to die. After living a life marked by disappointment and deception, that was the only thing that awaited him. But... fate had other plans for him.

After his fall through the void, paralyzed and lying in the desert land of Midgard, he finds Tony, who will show him that even in the darkest moments it's possible to find joy.

A story of redemption, where Loki helps humanity and in return, they will give him the most valuable gift he could have ever received.


2) Fallen
"A History of Falling" by Virgo827
https://www.fanfiction.net/s/12065007/1/
Last updated Jan 18, 2019

Summary:
Loki falls. When he finally lands, he finds himself on Midgard. S.H.I.E.L.D. beckons with the promise of adventure and intrigue, but he's not sure his mortal identity can withstand the pressure. The Avengers Initiative has only been delayed, and Fury gathers his team as the realm is threatened by a mysterious player from beyond Earth's borders that claims to want the Tesseract...


2) Fallen
"Icarus" by Trinity Destler
https://www.fanfiction.net/s/8965437/1/
Last Updated May 5, 2018

Summary:
Loki lets go of the spear and falls to earth in more ways than one. Meanwhile, months after Thor vanished into the sky, Jane Foster is still trying to get off the ground. (Post-Thor1, Lokane)


3) Suicidal
"Don't hurt my child" by ClaraCivry (Kat_Of_Dresden)
https://archiveofourown.org/works/14162835

Summary:
Loki finds out about his Jotun heritage as a teen... and promptly tries to kill the monster.

Frigga point of view, mostly. Lots of family feels, suicidal Loki, very distraught Thor.

4) Pregnant
"A Cruel Twist Of Fate" by Syifrae
https://archiveofourown.org/works/2480021

Summary:
Loki was secretly pregnant during the invasion and has the baby while in prison. Because he fears what Odin will do to a bastard half-breed he sends his child to Alfheim through a portal where a friend is waiting to take care until Loki can make his own escape. The spell is interrupted and the portal doesn't open where it should.
Meanwhile, on earth, Tony finds himself with an armful of alien blue baby and decides finders keepers still applies in situations like these. Soon enough the truth comes out and Loki is invited to join their strange little family and finds himself feeling more accepted that he had ever felt on Asgard.


4) Pregnant
"Selfish" by ChloeWeird
https://www.fanfiction.net/s/11722294/1/Selfish

Summary:
Loki was pregnant throughout all of the first Avengers movie, but hid it very well. Now, his time is up. "A new problem quickly became apparent. Without his magic, and the illusion he'd been conjuring for the many months he'd been a prisoner of the Chitauri and their master, the mound of his belly was visible to all who passed by. He couldn't hide anymore." (Thorki(kinda), Mpreg)

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I know there is a story on AO3 wherein Loki begs the Avengers and SHIELD to let him deliver his baby before they send him (back) to Asgard, because he is afraid of what Odin will do to the child. Of course, first, he asks them to abort the child. Thor warns them Loki has no magic whilst pregnant, and likely wants to get rid of the pregnancy to be able to protect himself against them with his magic, and possibly escape.
The Avengers ask Thor about Loki's ability to get pregnant and Thor admits that it has happened before and the children have been monsters, so they had best let him take his brother to Asgard, to let Odin "deal with it."
The Avengers do not take this very well, and insist on Loki remaining until he has given birth. Then they can all see the truth or lie of Odin's insistence that Loki's children are monsters.

If I find the story, I will come back and comment with the URL. But for now, this selection should keep you for a bit. ;)

[lunamaragetio.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much for the recs :)

Do you mean "Lost Boys" by thisisnotwhoyouthink?
https://www.fanfiction.net/s/7797129/2/Lost-Boys

It's not on ao3 but your description fits the story (i think)

[lycorise draacnas (from livejournal.com)]

It is Actually on Ao3 now, im so happy about it!

[legion11.livejournal.com]

For No 2:
https://norsekink.livejournal.com/12132.html?thread=29902180#t29902180
Wendigo by anonymous
It is awesome and hilarious --- and completed!!!

[sandia-spring.livejournal.com]

For prompt 4: No Barren Moon (https://archiveofourown.org/works/454490?view_adult=true). This is really dark and involves Loki miscarrying after he’s caught by the Avengers, but it’s deliciously in-character and has a darkish but satisfying ending.