Looking for a long Tom/Loki Fic where Loki hurts Tom multiple times

[janie94.livejournal.com]

Hello!

I really need some help in finding a story that I read a few years ago on AO3 and has apparently been deleted because I just can't find it any longer.
I was very long Tom/Loki story (I think it was multi-chaptered but it could have been just one very long chapter) with at least 30K words, possibly a lot more.
Loki was behaving angry, hurt and violent (because of Odin exiling him to Midgard?) and he hurt Tom multiple times even when he was already living with him and had promised not to hurt him.
I remember a scene where they were touching each other/making out and Tom fell off the couch/bed and Loki would freak out for a moment because he thought he had accidentally hurt Tom again.

If anyone can help me find this story, I would be so relieved, it was one of my favorites.

Thanks in advance!

Comments

[meadowlark73.livejournal.com]

Sounds like the fic “Touch” written by ByeByeLove on AO3. I have it saved as an Evernote, but I can’t do anything with it other than send it as a very long email because my computer skills are terrible and I can’t convert it to another format. I believe the fic has been deleted.

[janie94.livejournal.com]

That title and the author sound very familiar to me, thank you so much! I was afraid I wouldn't be able to find it at all. :))

Could you send it to me as an email?
My adress is lisa.wiezorreck@web.de

Touch sent

[meadowlark73.livejournal.com]

I sent it. Let me know if it does not come through. It’s crazy long. There’s another fic where Tom ends up in the hospital a few times, which might be the one you’re thinking of if Touch is not it. I don’t know the name of that one, though.

Re: Touch sent

[weirfield.livejournal.com]

Would it be possible for you to send it to me as well? I've tried everything to find it, The Wayback Machine doesn't have the url captured :-(

My email is rennis1231@gmail.com.

Thank You!

Re: Touch sent

[meadowlark73.livejournal.com]

Done. Let me know if you don’t get it.

Re: Touch sent

[(Anonymous)]

I'm so sorry but would it be trouble if I asked if you could send the URL to me as well?
my email is ovetasummers@gmail.com

[lokiappreciator.livejournal.com]

This is very late and i understand if you dont have it again but if you do can you email it to me aswell? My email is mariosamarie@gmail.com