Clint whump- specific fic and general recs

[elleipsis.livejournal.com]

Hi,

I'm looking for one specific fic and some general recs, and I hope you guys can help. 

I don't remember a huge amount about the specific story I'm looking for, but from what I do remember it was set after the battle, and Clint was suffering from some type of chronic insomnia, barely sleeping enough to function and messed up brain waves/chemicals, because of what Loki did to him. 
I think perhaps it was Bruce that helped to fix him? It may have also included Coulson being alive as well, though I'm not too sure. I hope someone recognises it.

I'm also looking for some general recs in two areas, dealing with Clint whump (I feel a terrible person now!).

1, I'd love more of the above, about Clint dealing with the aftermath of being under Loki's control. A brilliant example would be Who by Fire? I by Jesseofthenort but anything at all about how he struggles after would be great. Lots of angst and H/C would be perfect.

2, Any good stories where Clint feels insecure about his place on the Avengers, feels marginalised or unimportant, maybe not realising the others care. Again, angst etc would be great. 

As for pairings, preferably Clint/Coulson, or gen. I don't mind Nat/Clint, but only if it's a past relationship. Also Happy endings (or happy-ish) if possible!

Thank you very much!

Comments

[bbuttercup.livejournal.com]

The Long Dark Night That Follows (http://archiveofourown.org/works/344082) by James may be a good fit for 2 :-)

[elleipsis.livejournal.com]

Thank you! I forgot about this one, I haven't read it in ages, it's pretty much spot on for what I want :)

[endeni]

#1
Contingencies by Misachan - Clint knows it's only a matter of time before it happens again.(gen)
Voices by coffee_mage - He can hear the voice in his ear through the whole op. (gen or maybe Clint/Coulson if you squint)
Argumentum ad ignorantiam by lanyon - Clint Barton excels at loss. Childhood, parents, dignity, virginity, his brother, peace of mind, his brother again, free will and Phil Coulson. (Clint/Coulson, Clint/Steve)
White lie by Hope_Calaris - The first casualty of war is truth. (Clint/Coulson)

#2
Got to Do What You Love by BlackEyedGirl - Phil has control issues, Clint has power issues, and the Avengers are a bundle of issues. It’s no wonder Maria wants nothing to do with them. Phil doesn’t seem to have a choice. (Clint/Coulson)

[blackdog-lz.livejournal.com]

Making the best of it by dentalfloss (http://archiveofourown.org/works/385432/chapters/631213)
“He’s not telling us everything,” Fury reached out and shut the projection off, “I’m not comfortable with this.” Coulson didn’t respond, didn’t need to. “Let Rogers know I want Barton watched; he doesn’t go anywhere alone until we understand exactly what’s going on. I’m not losing him to some egotistical mind-f***ing blade-dancer who has mentor issues and wants to take it out on our asset.”

Games the Team Play by Harkpad (http://archiveofourown.org/works/405515)
Hanging out at Stark Tower leads to playing games. No, really. Games like Monopoly, cards, and even Tiddlywinks. The effects of these games reach outside the tower, though. Team building occurs.

Hear Voices over my shoulder by Scribbles (http://names-n-numbers.livejournal.com/18923.html?view=60651#t60651)
Clint’s going crazy, he knows it and he’s alright with it. If going crazy means that everything is just like it was.

[(Anonymous)]

https://archiveofourown.org/works/758600; Returning by harcourt
"While under the influence of Loki's scepter, Clint keeps finding strange notes telling him to wake up and isn't quite sure what to make of them.

And they keep appearing."

It's labelled as a creepy pasta, but it isn't really, just based off one. I loved the writing, Clint was spot on and I think it REALLY fits your the-aftermath-of-loki-thing. it's so angsty, you can smell it.