Specific Fic: Tony/Steve with Tony death "but not really"

[marsmaywander.livejournal.com]

I feel so stupid. Was looking through my 'saved for later' on AO3 on my phone and hit 'delete from my history' by accident, so I only have sketchy memories of this fic I wanted to read.

I think it was Steve/Tony, from Steve's POV (or at least he was the central character). Warning for character death (Tony), and maybe something in the summary about Steve treking across a great distance (a desert?) or something to get revenge on whatever killed Tony? The final tag on AO3 was definitely something along the lines of "Character death but not really." I think it's been searched for on here before, but I can't find it here either. There may have been fanart associated with it.

I know this is a long shot, but any of this sound familiar?

Bruce and Clint AA story

[marymath12.livejournal.com]

Hi
I'm looking for this story that I read a while back on ao3. It was from Bruce's perspective. He was trying to find I believe an AA group. The group he ended up sticking with was at a synagogue. It turned out Clint attended the same group. And I am almost positive the story ended as Bruce/Clint. This ring a bell for anyone?