Clint and Tony friendship aftermath of Steve/Tony rape

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I'm looking for a fic (possibly two) where Steve rapes Tony and Clint comforts Tony after the fact. There is most likely also mention of Steve having done it before to other people (after the serum as payback) and the military covering it up, as well as an unpaid bet between Steve and Howard where Howard had told Steve he could have anything he wanted and Steve took that to mean Tony. (just to clarify yes Howard is dead)

I'd of sworn i had this fic bookmarked on AO3 but i can't find it.