[identity profile] ladyhatshepsut.livejournal.com
This has probably been asked and answered here before.  If it has just give me a time peried and I can't back check on the calendar.  I've seen many stories were Coulson and Clint were lovers or husbands and the team didn't know and didn't realize why he was mourning Phil's death so much.  What I suddenly had a hankering to see was any stories where Clint was Coulson's slave or Daddy's boy.  I know there are sub!Clint stories and I'll look here and at AO3 for those but I'd like to find new ones where Clint is not only messed up over being controlled by Loki and not trusted in the SHIELD ranks anymore, but also mourning the lost of "Sir," "Master," or "Daddy," whatever the term.  No ABOs please.  I still can't really get into those no matter how great the writing is.

(Actually, this idea came from a CSI New York story by The Tenth Muse called Bitch where (show cannon) Mac jets off with his English girlfriend after Danny and Adam had been taken hostage and beaten severely and Mac had to blow up part of the lab when the bad guys invaded, leaving without a word to anyone, (fanfic) not even taking the time to pick up Danny from the hospital, leaving his boy Daddy-less and alone.  I'd love to see how The Avengers would cover such a plot point.)

Late thought: I'm re-reading Nerdwegian's Tell Me Anything to see if it fits the criteria.  I know Clint turns to Bucky as his Dom after finding out Phil's alive, but that's all I recall. 
[identity profile] sadlosernerd.livejournal.com
Hey guys

All i can rly remember about this fic is that after Loki, Clint is kidnapped (sold out maybe??) And tortured by some SHIELD agents (I remember Hill??) Who blamed him for the whole brainwashed thingo.

I've been low key lookin for a year ish so I'm kinda curious if anyone knows what it is or if I made it up

Thanks ❤❤
[identity profile] chanel-5.livejournal.com
Im looking for several clint stories

1. clint is a kid and homeless. he is taken in by phil. what I remember most about this fic is a scene in the beginning where clint is really cold and bad weather is about to hit so he hides out in or near phil's building.

2. (slight chance this is the same fic) phil or clint have run ins with the russian mob guys that live in the same building. one has a dog that is abysmally treated. eventually they get rid of the guys, who wear tracksuits.

3 Any fics that deal with clints brother barney when clint is an adult. (so not ones where clint is in the circus with him still, but) ones that deal with him finding barney (or barney finding him) while he is a sheild agent or an avenger (after he's gotten is life on track.)

any help with these fics would be great.
[identity profile] pinme13.livejournal.com
I am looking for a specific fic that I believe was Clint/Coulson where Clint was having seizures right after the battle. He was having them frequently and they were debilitating for him.
Then Coulson shows up at the tower and he has a seizure cause he didn't know Coulson was alive and they had been in a relationship.
The other Avengers are protective of Clint. The seizures take a long time to fade, I think like 6 months to a year pass before he goes back to the field.
I know its little to go on, The seizures I remember, They were blue tinted in some way, caused by what happened with Loki.
And I specifically remember Clint is at the tower when Coulson steps out of the elevator. Clint sees himand immediately has a seizure.
Please Help! I've checked all my bookmarks and I can't find it!
Thank you,
[identity profile] cacmksga.livejournal.com
Hi, I am looking for a specific fic that I read in AO3 some time ago.
It started with the fact that Clint tried to buy suppresors (herbs, I think), but he could not because there wasn´t more.
So he tried to escape thinking that his team is going to hurt him (beatings, rape, starve, a lot of things) but his team (plus coulson) stop him. They ask him why he was running and he tell them that his father raped him when the school test show that he was an omega. Bruce tell him that he couldn´t have slick in that age and clint says that he was unlucky. Clint´s father died, so he and barney join the circus, and the abuse continue. At the circus a woman teach him to use suppresors.
The team help him with his heat (without sex). Natasha calls him little halcon or something similar in russian.
There wasn´t any couples yet, but the writer wrote that perhabs clint/coulson, or the team was the endgame.
It was a WIP, but I don´t know if it was finished or not.
If it was deleted, I will thanks if someone save it.
[identity profile] meatball42.livejournal.com
Ugh, this should be so simple, idk why I can't find the right AO3 tags.

Post Avengers, when Tony invites the team to move in with him, he and the others are mildly surprised when Clint is very very neat and tidy and doesn't decorate and sticks to a specific schedule for eating, but they pretty much decide it's trauma/grief/natural quirkiness and move on. After ever-more creepy hints that something is not right, I believe it's Tony and Steve who discover a heavily-notated SHIELD handbook which reveals how Coulson had governed every aspect of his and Clint's home life and convinced him that he deserved to be punished for infractions such as eating outside certain times and decorating incorrectly. Punishments that I can recall included going without food and having a prized bow smashed. Tony, Steve (maybe it was Bruce, but I think Steve) and Natasha are Very Unhappy with this and begin the long process of getting Clint into a better headspace about living arrangements. They agree not to try to convince him that Coulson was abusive because he's already mourning the guy, why make it worse? Pretty sure it ended without any sort of Coulson lives reveal.

Thank you very much, dear fellow fans!

FOUND: Strength of Materials by harcourt 
[identity profile] amokima.livejournal.com
I just finished I love you, do you not love me in return? and read All Good Things Must not that long ago and now I have a hankering for more stories where Phil cheats on Clint. Actualy, any stories where Phil hurts Clint in some manner & it causes them to break up.

[identity profile] natripper.livejournal.com
I'm looking for recommendations for these types of fics please:

-Supernatural crossover(Dean-centric)
-Sherlock crossover(John-centric)
-Reunions with family, schools, or people they used to know (like the circus carnies for Clint or people who lived in the or hometown)
-People seeing them on TV and being shocked that one of them is an Avenger or something along those lines
-Clint is too thin, underweight, etc.(not necessarily an eating disorder)
-Interviews/Press Conferences/Social Networking
-The team being cute and protective and family-like(preferably Clint-centric)
-Good Clint-centric fics

Thank You.
[identity profile] smokeybear234.livejournal.com
Hi Everyone!
I am looking for any fics where Clint is really injured in some way. A long recovery would be nice but no death fics please. I'd also love if he was in a relationship at the same time and his partner cares for him. Clint/Phil preferred but any paring will do. Just looking for some nice injured Clint fics with him being cared for after. Thanks!!
[identity profile] smokeybear234.livejournal.com
Hi everyone,
I'm looking for any stories featuring an insecure clint. Any pairings are okay and welcomed! No death fics please. Thanks!!
[identity profile] kityye.livejournal.com
It's my birthday tomorrow, so I'm planning a relaxing day of reading fic.  My favorite stories are clint-centric or hurt/comfort team fics.  Longer stories are welcome!

Thank you for sharing!
[identity profile] cynical-smutt.livejournal.com
An alien race turns Clint into a child by exchanging his body with their young prince.

Any ideas?
[identity profile] cynical-smutt.livejournal.com
looking for a story that has teen Clint and Natasha working for shield. One particular scene has them attending a cooking class run by different shield agents every month.
[identity profile] ladyhatshepsut.livejournal.com
I was sure the "Clint is bi-polar" was either the title or subtitle of the series but I've looked in Archive of our Own, here at averngers-search, and my own files with no results.  Does anyone remember this series where Phil and Clint become close (can't recall if he's just his handler and friend or if they're lovers) and Phil gives Clint the support he needs while trying to determine the right combination of drugs to compat his bi-polar disorder.  I'm tagging it Clint hurt, but the hurt is more mental/emotional than physical.
[identity profile] sscg01.livejournal.com
Basically, the elusive hawkeye is captured by shield and they are shocked that he is a sub. SHield figures out that Clint was forced into subspace to make him do their dirty work. Phil comforts him and brings him back up/provides aftercare.
+I remember something about another agent being an a**hole
+Phil unbounds CLint's hand (really sketch whether this is a real detail or something I made up
+Phil wraps him in a blanket

I am think of a specific fic, but all related recommendations would be appreciated.
[identity profile] ladyhatshepsut.livejournal.com
This plot idea has been on my mind for almost a week now and I don't know where it came from; I don't recall ever reading an Avenger story like it.  Here goes:  An Avenger (your choice) is slowly slipping into madness.  It could be hearing voices.  Or spells of catatonia.  Or falling into an uncontrollable rage and lashing out.  (No Bruce for this one; the behaviour can't be nornal for them.)  Maybe swift mood changes; going from rage to giddy to weepy.  Or they're showing alzheimer's symptoms where they don't recognize their teammates or surroundings for several minutes.

How does it take for the person and the team ro recognize somethings wrong.  How does the person cope.  How does the team cope.  How about public backlash when they're affected in public during a mission or public appearance.  I think a lot of interesting thing can be done with this idea.  How 'bout it, hun?
[identity profile] julieshadow.livejournal.com
Hi all,

I'm in desperate need of some Gen team fics that centre around Clint or that he is a big part of please. I love hurt/comfort fics and protective!avengers fics. I'd prefer gen but if the pairing was not a big part of the story I could live with that.

Also would love some RPF with hurt!jeremy renner if there are any out there.

Thanks in advance :-)
[identity profile] discord2chaos.livejournal.com

I am looking for 2 fics

1 is Clint is given to a new handler because he is told it is his last chance with Shield but it is really to catch the handler screwing up.

2 is the council blackmailing Clint to do their dirty work, I remember Maria Hill getting shot was used as a warning.FOUND

Sorry I know that it is not a lot to go on..

[identity profile] ascendmeplz.livejournal.com
Hi there. I'm hoping you fine people can help rec any stories that possibly play on Clint's insecurity about his place on the team, but regardless of that, have either of these elements:

1. Team sans Clint (the others are locked up, kidnapped, pinned down, stuck somewhere, whatever) must rely on him to single-handedly get them out of whatever the situation is.

2. Team (+/- Coulson) are extra protective of Clint.

Love C/C but will take any (or no) pairing. Thanks.
[identity profile] ficreader09.livejournal.com
Been a long time since I read this fic and all I really remember is that Clint wasn't an Avenger but worked as an assassin/mercenary and was captured by someone(Hydra?AIM?). The Avengers are captured by the same group and put into the same cell as Clint is, he is badly beaten, exreamly dirty and something prevents him from talking? He eventualy helps them escape. I remember Tony calling him Creeper or Creature or somthing similar to that. Also think Natasha was angry at Coulson for drugging Clint on the plane back to SHIELD.
[identity profile] writersheart13.livejournal.com
Okay I believe I found this fic before through this community but I can't find it now so hopefully you guys know what I'm talking about.

It was Tony/Loki or eventually became Tony/Loki. For some reason Loki, Tony, and I think Thor and Steve had been captured and they put Tony and Loki in the same cell. They realized they were being watched and I think the captors expected Tony and Loki to attack each other. So somehow they come up with a plan to fake a rape between Loki and Tony(with Loki being the 'attacker'). They actually are just having really rough but still consensual sex but they are so convincing the Thor thinks Loki actually raped Tony and Tony I think was unconscious or just really injured when they were rescued/escaped and couldn't explain what really happened before Thor attacked Loki.

That story was part one, I know there was at least three stories in the series and the second part happened on Asgard and both Thor and Tony get uber protective of Loki when Odin goes to far punishing Loki for the perceived rape. In the second part we also learn that Loki was tortured by the Chitauri and they might come back to Midgard for revenge against him which I think was the theme of the third fic which I didn't read. I don't know if there was more to the series but like I said it definitely had three parts.

Any other brainwashed/controlled Loki fics would be great but not necessary.

The main general fic I'm looking for is any of the Avengers or any of the extended family getting injured or sick but the focus on the fic being on the Avengers, or others, taking care of them in their convalescence. Like making sure they take meds, changing dressings, basically acting as Nurses or even 'Mother Hens' to the sick/injured person. It can be fluffy or angsty but happy endings preferred.

Thank you and happy readings to y'all!
[identity profile] julieshadow.livejournal.com
Hi all, My first post on here.

I'm looking for clint-centric fics with protective avengers please. Loads of hurt/comfort and angst a bonus. I especially love fics where they are all in a fight and interacting over the comms. I love worried!Tony and worried!Steve in particular but hurt!clint is a must :-)

Any help would be greatly appreciated.
[identity profile] jewls587.livejournal.com
I've never posted here before, so I hope I did it right! (I pretty much added any tag I thought could possibly apply to this story) I just remember one scene of the fic, and it's driving me crazy trying to find it! Here's what I remember...

Someone's got the Avengers all tied up, I think Bruce is unconscious but everyone else is awake, and they're making Clint shoot increasingly smaller targets off of the heads of the other Avengers. He's hurt and the guy keeps beating him up, so each shot is getting harder to make. I think once Bruce woke up he purposely shot him to make him Hulk out so that they could escape.

I could have sworn I had this saved somewhere, but I guess not. Any help would be awesome, thanks so much!!!
[identity profile] binyah.livejournal.com
1) I am looking for any fics that talk about how the serum has affected Steve Rogers sexually (multiple orgasms, long orgasms, penis becomgin bigger, even knotting!). Any pairings welcome! Even crack fic welcome.

2) I love the whole "suffering in silence" trope. So I am looking for fics focusing on Steve or Clint doing this. Could be emotional or physical suffering. Any pairings or gen welcome, no character death please.
[identity profile] mojoflower.livejournal.com
Darned if I can remember whether this fic stars Tony or Clint.  Whichever it is feels inadequate next to all the other Avengers, and gets taken to task at some point for getting injured more than the others.  So he starts lying about being fine, and doctoring his injuries later alone, to the point of stitches and setting bones, I think.  Until, of course, some shit hits the fan and the others find out that it's gotten REALLY SERIOUS while they weren't paying attention.  So.  Loads of whump and h/c.

Not only can I not remember the main character (although I typically only read Tony/Steve or Clint/Phil, so that might narrow it down) but I can't remember if it's G or E.  It was probably on AO3, though.

Does anyone recognize this?

FOUND (and it's Clint):

The Damages We Keep by

[identity profile] kh910.livejournal.com
Hi, I'm hoping the kind folks on this site can help me out with finding 3 fics I have read in the past a gazillion years ago and would love to find again!

FIC 1- AU fic set when Tony is a teenager when Afghanistan happens, Howard is still alive. He makes it home same as in the movie but is issue having with Howard trying to help, but he has been an absent father so long its not so easy. Clint and Natasha are his BFFs, I think it was maybe Clint/Tony pre-slash. He goes off to uni but is later withdrawn due to PTSD. Bruce was maybe his shrink?

FIC 2- Again Tony with PTSD - I'm really loving hurting him at the moment. He is shot or something on a mission, but when his teammates or a SHIELD medic applies pressure he freaks and goes back to Afghanistan, so he fights them - full on broken bones and strength that he should have when so injured terror response. Team!fic.

FIC 3- Hurting Clint this time, and a little hurt Tony. Turns out Loki also raped Clint when he had control, he isn't doing so well with it. Tony approaches him one night and explains in his multiple experience ignoring it and hoping it will go away doesn't work. Clint asks about the multiple experience and Tony explains about the first time he was raped (in uni drugged by a guy who wanted revenge on Howard), and 2 subsequent times.

Any and all help would be appreciated, pretty please! !
[identity profile] followhtrabbit.livejournal.com

I'm looking for a specific fic.
I think it was on AO3, and that  it was a clint/coulson fic.
Avengers think that Clint shot Tony when he hadn't and they kick him out of Avengers.
Turns out they had been drugged, they try to apologise, but Clint feels that they didn't trust him from the beginning and that he cannot trust them either.
I think it ends with Clint and Coulson living a normal life away from Avengers.

[identity profile] vinyl-at-heart.livejournal.com
Hi. I've been trying to google this fic and I just can't find it. I remember that Clint gets hurt and I think it's something about being the first time he's really hurt around Phil. Phil takes him somewhere to get help, but the people there don't speak much English. They operate on Clint and I think there was a next chapter or fic about Phil and Clint's roles are reversed. I think it's Clint/Phil.

Thanks x
[identity profile] taya2100.livejournal.com
I'm look for any stores where the team find a picture, tape or any thing else of clint being raped as a child but think he is a pedophile and kick him of the team. i mostly want ones where they see their mistake and help clint but i will also except stories where it ends badly, like with suicide.

stories i have already read are:

my last letter by asamandra

memento by moraine
[identity profile] madwriter223.livejournal.com
I'm looking for a specific fic. I think it was on the Kink Meme, but I don't know for sure.

Anyway, when Clint joined SHIELD he got a personal promise from Fury that he would never have to do any missions of a sexual nature (because he'd been raped in the past). Anyway, he gets assigned to a handler that just want to get promotions, gain status and doesn't really care about his agents at all.

During one mission, the mark they're agenting at is gay and Clint matches his prefered type. So asswipe handler forces Clint to do seduce the mark through sex, but Clint gets a panic attack in the middle. The mission is blown, a few people are seriously hurt (not sure whether or not anyone died). Jackbutt handler talks the other agents into testifying against Clint, lying that Clint volunteered and insisted on doing that mission, that he never protested and all that. Meanwhile Clint has pretty much clammed up, especially when all the rest of SHIELD is bullying him about what happened.

Coulson doesn't buy that load of crap, and gets to the bottom of it all. The asshole handler gets demoted and Coulson takes over as Clint's handler. I think it might've progressed into Clint/Coulson, but I don't remember anymore.

Does it sound familiar to anyone?

FOUND: Freak by asamandra
[identity profile] binyah.livejournal.com
I am looking for four things.

1) Any fantasy AUs (magic, dragons, steampunk, werewolf, whatever) with the main character being Steve, Loki, or Clint. Any pairings/ratings welcome.
2)Any fics where a character is transformed into an animal/monster

3) Any fics with a character being abused by someone else. Can be child abuse, sexual abuse, emotional abuse, domestic abuse, abuse by a team member, abuse by a stranger, etc. But, it has to have a happy ending (or at least a moving toward happiness). Any character but would prefer Steve, Loki, or Clint.

4) Does anyone know if there is a Tumblr dedicated to MCU fanvids? Or have some rec lists? Or even just want to rec your favorite fanvids.

[identity profile] binyah.livejournal.com
I am consumed with a sudden need to read Clint Barton fics. Here are some things I am looking for.

1. Clint whump. Mental or physical [abuse, mental disorders, torture, sickness, whatever].
2. De-aged Clint
3. The Avengers learning about Clint's (abusive/terrible) past
4. Clint with self-esteem issues

Any pairings or gen welcome. Happy endings please!


Jul. 14th, 2014 03:09 pm
[identity profile] wolviecat.livejournal.com
I'am looking for a specific fic which I'm pretty sure I've read on the Avengers Kink Meme. Clint was interrogated by S.H.I.E.L.D. and tortured because they thought he didn't want to answer their questions. But it turns out he can't understand them because he is deaf and don't know ASL, can't read or anything.

Thank you so much for help.

EDIT: Found! Reaching an Understanding Thank you all for help!
[identity profile] moss6886.livejournal.com
Woke up this morning with a scene stuck in my head that WON'T GO AWAY! It's from a fic I read a while back that at one point had Phil stashing an injured Clint in the armory with a nurse/doctor during an attack on the Tower. I don't remember much else about it unfortunately, except I'm pretty sure it was on Archive Of Our Own, and it probably was reasonably long, since I rarely read anything under 10,000 words unless it's part of a series. Help?
[identity profile] elsa913.livejournal.com
So! I only remember this one part, so it might be hard to find, but i'm looking for a fic where Clint is hurt and Bruce has to fix him up, but Natasha is Clint's alpha and has gone into some instinctual craze. She's basically acting like "Clint hurt. Must not let anyone near." So she doesn't let Bruce close enough to help. Now, Bruce is an omega, so he crawls toward them trying to show Natasha that they're all safe, but Clint needs his help.

Ringing any bells?

[identity profile] cosmonaut-elf.livejournal.com
Hi, everyone! This one is driving me crazy! I feel like I've been all over AO3 looking for it!

It's Bruce/Clint and I remember it featured Kurt Wagner.

In the beginning, Clint is looking for Bruce and he asks a barkeeper where he can find a monster. He ends up finding Kurt and helping him escape from some baddies. The part I remember most is that Clint finds Bruce and he's standing in front of some windows and gets shot a few times. Kurt shows up and transports Clint and Bruce to safety and I'm pretty sure that Bruce shares some of his blood to save Clint.

Can anyone hlep???

Edit: Found in Tags!
[identity profile] manatee-socks.livejournal.com
Doesn't have to be the main element of the story, but I'm looking for some Clint-heavy fics (including AUs) with Clint as the little brother of the team that everyone feels the need to look out for. Maybe some where he's been aged down to fit more into that role? Woobie and/or Competent Clint, whatever the situation.

Also, any fics that contain emphasis on a platonic, protective relationship between Clint and Loki.

All pairings and kinks welcome and appreciated. 
[identity profile] binyah.livejournal.com
I want any recs involving mental illness. It can be any kind; PTSD, OCD, bipolar disorder, depression, anxiety, phobias, personality/mood disorders, borderline personality disorder, schizophrenia, ADHD, eating disorders, etc. Really, any kind.

And I would prefer if any of these are the characters suffering from the illness. Steve Rogers, Loki, Clint Barton, or Bucky Barnes (Tony is okay if it is a VERY good story). Any pairings/ratings welcome. The mental illness does not have to be the complete focus of the fic, but it needs to be a prominent. No Character Death.

Thank you!
[identity profile] kmward3.livejournal.com

I read a fanfic ages ago in which the avengers disliked Clint. I think Natasha was on a mission and Phil had died and poor CLint was unsure how to function alone.I also remember Clint stealing pop tarts from Thor!

Hope someone can point me in the right direction!

[identity profile] ruanyu.livejournal.com

I'm looking for a specific Clint/Coulson fic, I think it was an established relationship, where Clint starts nagging  because Phil is always busy with work and they have an argument during which Phil slaps Clint and then proceeds to feel terrible about it. I'm pretty sure it's from Clint's point of view and there was some emphasis on him being whiny or childish.

Anyone know this one? Or any similar fits where the relationship isn't smooth sailing?
I hope this is tagged right, this is my first post here.

Thanks in advance for any help!


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